ARE YOU POSITIVE

ARE YOU POSITIVE
Growing up they always told me to be positive
So I guess it's no wonder why I became so negative
They say that other people don't have an effect on you
If that's the case then why did always react wth negativity when they told me to be positive
Back in the day I was so focused on how people would treat me
Reason being is that I was always treated like shit
So I guess it's no infer why I was losing hope
They used to call me the last hope of the family
But hope was the last thing that I ever had
Suffice it to say why should I be the last hope

Moreover if you ask me the family let me down more than I did them
In the past I was labelled unwilling
So I guess it's no wonder why I was losing the will to live
I guess it's no wonder why I wasn't willing to participate
They said the reason was because of the fact that I was reticent
Moreover they said it was because  didn't have any friends
Though little did they know that the lack of friends isn't the reason why I was unfriendly
On the other hand the reason I was unfriendly is because you weren't my friend
Truth be told I was incapable of forming friendships and I still am
They say that negative thoughts lead to negative actions

Then again why aren't these positive thoughts leading to positive action
I guess you could negate that theory of negativity or positivity
Because when push comes to shove not everything is cosmopolitan
They say that Asians are more prone to depression
So what is my prognosis doctor please tell me
Are you positive that I don't have any physiological issues
Moreover are you certain that my problems are stress related
It's often said that talking can solve ones problems
If that's the case then why haven't all these poems caught anybody's eye
Why is it that my own family are too afraid to look me in the eye

They say that they care but they have a funny way of showing it
And I don't mean to embarrass anyone because of what I write
But mum you can't always be right
You tell me to be positive but have you tried looking in the mirror first
Growing up they always told me to be positive
But all that ever led to was the complete opposite
They tell me to be positive but how is that even possible in today's climate and culture
They say the futures bright but why do they always lie
Truth is lately I've had enough of everything and every one
Hence the reason why I am positive f making a change

STAND UP

Listening to mellow beats
writing bars on repeat
Writing rhymes it ain't a feat
Stardom yeah that's my dream
But let me first come clean
I got a streak that's mean
They ask me what do I mean
I tell them I'm psycho but they don't scream
Yeah they twisted like me
In the night They don't sleep

They wake up and repeat
Love to concede defeat
My BARS got iron like meat
Everydays Halloween
Everyday is trick or treat
This day is the same as the other 52 weeks
Some people listen some people speak
Some are strong some people are weak
Some people learn for life, others teach
When it comes to the mic I like to stick in my teeth

They say you sow what you reap
The things I saw I can't unsee
Its like the unseen
Faith and belief
Sighing without relief
My life is full of grief
Hide my feelings but on the page I just leak
They say this shit is deep
But have you tried weeping without tears
Yeah that shit is deep

I'm cold inside that's why I spit heat
My rhymes ain't stand up
They're more like take a seat.
My rhymes ain't stand up
They like your life is over in a week
In a week you'll be dead and buried
You'll be six foot deep and asleep
You'll be forgotten and a memory
Life is a drug and death is the remedy
So who wants to join me to live life happy
When I'm on the mic I can just relax and be at ease
so I think it's time you be at ease too
cos I'm off now and so should you .

LION FLOW

Nothing is better than this rapping is my gift
So fuck your goat flow
I'm that lion that roars
These man's on road
But all they do is run
Pick up the gun ?
It ain't no fun
Pull the trigger ?
If you don't..........then you can be bigger

Small deeds big rewards
You a rapper ?
You is a fraud
You bow down to the money
I bow down to the Lord
Shit I don't hord
When it comes to BARS
I got a shit load

When shit hits the fan
I don't give a shit about the fans
I rap cos I'm a Big cat
I'm pissed cos this is my territory
For me rapping is elementary
Excellentary ?
Yeah I'm making up words so put them in the dictionary
Pictionary? So picture this
When I pick up the pen i just pick a beat
And make a hit to stay off the street

Pick pocket when I'm pit stopping
The pit falls? And the pin is dropping
Your Pitch is flopping
But my tone is perfect
When it comes to my tongue
Your girl gives me respect so don't get vex
Fuck wit me I'll turn into lex
Superman ? No I'm a super LION
I spit the truth But you be lying
When it comes to the goat you can keep on trying

FEELINGS

It's time for my feelings
Where are they gone
care for my life...yeah I have none
where did I go wrong
I spit fire from my tongue
I spit fire out the bong
Its time for the gong
So check the flow that I write
People show spite
Cos inside I have a sprite
Turkish delight and the red crescent
When I spit it's always effervescent
Lately I'm in my element
They all say excellent

So let's go further deep
My nightmares are afraid of me
Am I going crazy
Or was I born like this
I was born with a gift
Born to make hits
I was born with a gift
But lately I'm miffed
Off track and adrift
Progress hasn't dipped
But I ain't made a single penny
No I aint touched the henny
But I ain't sober
I'm drunk but not in love
I'm drunk but what the fuck
I'm high without the drugs
So welcome to my time
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my time
And welcome to my feelings

Share my feelings
Inside I'm screaming
Cos I'm in need of healing
They say I'm too revealing
They say I'm dreaming
But check these flows
They ain't the same as yours
I rap for a cause
You rap for you know
Fill in the blanks
I'm deadlier than a tank
So see me at the top
Y'all a bunch of flops
But it's time this stopped
It's time you were cropped
Now I've come full circle let's get back to the feelings

Angers a cancer
Hates a waste
People talk about my waist
Call me a waste
In a haste
And in my face
I think it's time you taste
Some of your medicine
Revenge ain't my element
Y'all a bunch of excrement
So I flush you out like royal
I love people loyal
People with solid soil
Girls without foundation
Yeah them girls are fly
The girls that ask why
To them girls I say bye
If you ask how I'm feeling, I'm feeling high