EPIC DREAMS EPIC NIGHTMARES

Epic dreams
All I've had.........are Epic nightmares
Monsters under my bed
Monsters in my head
Yeah these Monsters want me dead
So how am I supposed to live
When I can't forgive..... me
Myself and I
I ask myself why
But then I get by
They call me fly
Up in the sky
A little too high
Like Icarus
My hippocampus
Don't have all the answers
When I were in campus
Mood was party
When I was in college
All i thought bout was uni
Yeah i weren't in form
Get it. Fuck following norms
Aint ever had a home
Yeah im bringing the storm
Fuck gang signs
I'm sick with the ink
When I speak Bitch i don't think
You act all tough
But you aint been cuffed
All you know bout are them cufflinks
Been pushed to the brink
But I aint had no drink
Cos I'm drunk off her eyes
I'm too drunk to see her lies
Truth is I couldn't give a damn
If you with another man
Cos I'm done chasing
On the mic I'm blazing
Time is wasting
No its me that's wasting time
Yeah I'm sick with the rhymes
I'm the king of free verse
But I won't give you a free verse
Bitch there's a greater chance of you ending up in a free hearse
Bitch I'm sick like my boy tazzz
On the mic I spaz
I'm sick like my brother tazzz
Yeah he's got three Z's cos you been sleeping on him for too long
I spit the truth so how can you go wrong
I've had enough of hiding in my bedroom
Me and tazzz are like the Legion of doom
You suckas are doomed
You suckas are fools
I'm  the king like James cos I'm here to rule
Like shah Jahan
Yeh hai mera Jahan
Fuck around I'll take your jaan
Sab Kehtay mujhe pagal
Hanere jaisey badal
They call me an animal
A cannibal like hannibal
Keep your blood loss to a minimal
Cos I keep it clean like dexter Morgan 
They call me a legend like hulk hogan
So welcome to my epic dreams
I'm looking for my sleeping beauty
But I'm a beast
Eating other rappers like its a feast
Fuck a thanks and fuck a please
You can't please them all
I'm a wizard like John wall
So for now watch me disappear
They say destiny is a spear
But I have no fears
Even though death is near
Bitch check my rhymes
If they ain't legendary then it's obvious you can't hear...

MR HYDE

Yeah I need to write
Because I'm losing this fight
This world is hurting my soul
So I'm contemplating suicide
Trying to seek a better life
But I just wanna  hide
I'm sick with the formaldehyde
They call me Mr Hyde
Cos I'm selling out Parks like Rosa
Got my own chauffer
They call me a baller
Yeah I'm a king like James
They all know I spit flames
So call me a dragon
I'm going solo
So fuck a band and a wagon
Spit like a python
Y'all  a bunch of bisons
They call me a farmer
Cos I'm selling more drugs than pharma
Walk into A & E  with a cyst
Get it........ I'm a sick pharmacist
If you must I insist
My bars are hotter than mist
You will not be missed
So go ahead and decease
No I will not cease
Unless I seize..... your whole stash of hash
In and out like flash
Yeah I kill all bacteria
They respond with hysteria
Mash up the whole area
I call it Area dynamics
Yeah I'm causing panic
Cos I spit manic like a depressive
Give that g a sedative
I may forget
But I don't forgive
Got one reason to live and that it is to kill
Murdered my own brother
They said I was ill
Opened his head with a drill
Soon the whole floor was filled
So i guess he had a stroke
No this aint a joke
This shit is a true depiction
Cos I don't spit fiction
Sometimes I get these visions
So i ask myself
Are they hallucinations
Truth is I blame those hallucinogens
Carcinogens
Mix them up with fentanyl
Ethanol
I don't need a bachelor in chemistry
I send a bachelor to immortality
In other words he's passed on to the next life
Cos he was a failure in this life
Get it. I'm sick with a knife
Sick with the rhymes
The truth is sour like a lime
They say I got too much thyme on my hands
So here's my master plan
Call me your master
I don't need no plans
I just need to write
So pass me the pen
I don't need a pal or a friend
Only on the Lord I depend
This life is getting closer to the end
So I guess it's the end

HELP

Screaming for help
Its like they're deaf
and they can't hear
Its like they're blind
Am I really here
Its like I'm haunted
Why am I so bloated
I'm eating to death
So let's not sugar coat it
Sleep is my drug
Vomit on the rug
Am I anorexic
the signs are everywhere
But I guess I'm dyslexic
Epileptic 
They said. I'm autistic
I thought they said artistic
That's why I write these rhymes
They said I'm lethargic 
But I just loose track of time
Staring at my phone
Cos I don't wanna be alone
They call this a house
No its far from a home
I need assistance
Fuck persistence
Hope aint in my vocabulary
Life has been so hard
Ever since elementary
Never had no friendship
Ever since elementary
Its been a sinking ship
These people take the piss
But I couldn't give a shit
I'm spitting it how it is
No I aint fake
 so here's the news
Tryna grab the rope of hope
But is like I can't cope
They think I'm smoking dope
Cos I swear so fucking much
Wash your mouth out with soap
When i Sit there and gawp
They tell me nope
Fuck yes I'm like maybe
Strangled when I was a baby
My father was homer
That's why I'm a loner
They call me Bart
My life would make you barf
And you don't know the half
In whole I'm a nut
No ifs no buts
Yeah I can't be arsed
Playing with the words
No the words are playing with my head
Point the gun to my heart and drop dead
Sometimes I fantasise
Of leaving them a surprise
My demise
Who would it affect .
And who could cry
For help I screamed
For I had dreamed
Like a king to a slave
A slave to a king
Joy didn't ring
It just left gasping breaths on my voice mail
With death on my tail
 i was destined to fail